Anung sabi?

Sabi mo, kagabi, sabi mo
Itigil na natin ‘to
Nagmakaawa ka, sinabi mo
Hanggang dito nalang tayo

Napatigil ako sa sinabi mo
Tinikom ang bibig
Kinuyom ang puso
Wala akong nasabi sa sinabi mo

Lumipas ang mga buwan
Mga luha’y kinubli sa dilim
Paulit-ulit ang tahimik na alaala
Ng gabing sinabi mo sa akin

Ngayon sinasabi ko sayo
Hindi ko na maitatago
Hindi mo na mapipigil
Ang nais kong sabihin sayo

Eto o, pakinggan mo
Ang nababasag kong puso
Ang bumubuhos na dugo
Naririnig mo ba’ng sinasabi ko?

Beautiful Tragedy

The passing days blur the memories
That face I memorized
That hand I caressed
That breath I inhaled
They were all once so familiar
– a part of me before
Now there is only a hazy image
A distant echo
A haunting shadow

But sometimes the wind carries back
The dust of long-abandoned yesterday
And a melancholic melody weaves
Through the cracks of a my mending heart
The cold seeps in and freezes my body

I thought I was free

Sa aking pagmamasid

Ganito ang mundo
malaki, malawak
may nakaraan
may hinaharap
ang kabuuan
‘di maabot ng pang-unawa

Ganito ang lipunan
matatag, makapangyarihan
mahirap usisain
mahirap palitan
ang kalagayan
ay pilit na pinaniniwalaan

Ganito ang tao
maliit, mahina
may kasalukuyan – ‘di maintindihan
ang kasaysayan ng mundo
mahirap turuan – ‘di matanggap
ang katotohanan sa lipunan

Patches of Epiphanies {3}

I look up ahead of me and there are all these walls covered with daunting thorns, freaking me out and telling me to just stop right here. These harsh obstacles make me worry about the scars I would have to put up with if I continue this direction. They keep pushing me back, using my fear to keep me rooted on the spot and prevent me from seeing the other side of these walls. But what else can I do but carry on? There are definitely options to choose from, but if I am to live a fulfilled life, there’s no way to it but to start climbing the seemingly insurmountable hurdles. It’s easier to turn to the road more often traveled,  but I refuse to give up on the path I am destined for.